I very much wish to see if Cucky angst is as delicious as it seems

It was last night. We were getting over an argument, and like always Tumblr and BDSMblr were the distraction that I wanted from life's issues. Hours and hours of finding the right pictures, posting thoughts in cryptic form to let her hopefully take them off the page and find inspiration have always seemed right around the corner. Your fetish filled mind has never turned off and this is the only escape that you have until she finds her place either driving or letting it go wherever it takes me on my own. When out of the endless scrolling your brain exploded from being half asleep. A simple, innocuous picture finds center screen and fills every nerve endings with desire. Your lips and mouth form and say the words "my betters are in control" even as the pink words did not appear in front of the image. This is the very picture from the 4th version of sissydrills on hypnotube. And I'm CONVINCED that it subliminally instructs viewers to revoke heterosexual norms to dive into feminine chastity. It was so automatic, it was so instant. It was followed by imagining yourself dressed as any beautiful woman slowly sinking down in front of a man and taking his warm cock into your mouth and ...ohmyfuckinggodimsoHARD?!? The feelings were real. The urge to dress up in panties and a bra were soo tempting. You heard a faint voice in your head telling you that you need to finish the assignment. That you MUST watch another video NOW. Hypno is real girls. You've been warned, just like I was.